Had God created me for pain? He had raised me up and blessed me that I might fall further. Instead of being bruised, I was broken.
"It would have been better if I had not been born!" I cried to God, "Why did You give me a sister, Lord? To break my heart with? And why did You make me prosper so young? To agitate me with? And why oh why did you bring Sarah into my life? To crush my soul with! God, Your ways are cruel against man.